This past week we kicked off our first advent season message and I had an opportunity to share a part of the #TeamBolton story (link to full message below). Many of you prayed and supported us throughout our journey over the last 5 years. The series is called 'You're Worth It'. I wasn't sure how it would all come together, but the team did an amazing job!!! As this piece was shared Sunday, there were moments of true reflection. I cried softly as I was reminded of so many people and their hearts to bless us and it turned into a sob (shoulder shakes and all) and there was not a tissue in sight. I'll leave that there, it was not pretty. A visitor shared with me he thought we were all going to drown in my tears before it was done...ok it wasn't that bad, but those were tears of fullness in my heart. Sometimes we don't know why we go through certain things, but this was a great reminder of how we need to trust God even in things we don't fully understand. When you fight to get up each day and keep one foot in front of the other, when you find a reason to smile, although you are hurting, or better yet...when God places someone in your life, your day, your path to bless you large or small, it allows us to experience the fullness of God's love. It give us hope. I do believe God is always with and around us, he shows himself through creation, through people, words, songs, occurrences and kind gestures.
There is one point during the taping, we were asked to share why we thought we were worth it. I had to pause, took several minutes trying to formulate a response and instead I found tears and a deep sense of pain and hurt for others...whose prayers were the same as ours, but whose stories ended very differently. Also for the many people in our prayer rotation that are dealing with issues that consume them with grief, pain and uncertainty. As John shared in the message on Sunday...God never said our lives would be without pain and suffering. He also did not say that 'this' was the best, but that we are living for what 'will' be the best. A life with Christ (especially in our lowest places) provides an opportunity for love, hope, grace, joy and peace.
Right now you may not be going through anything, be thankful, but seek out opportunities to help others who are. We are so thankful and grateful for the love, support, thoughts and prayers you gave to us during one of the most difficult times of our lives.
Love God, Love People....Pass it On!