"Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you." (Dueteronomy 31:6)
Thank you Lord for your love and for your presence. Help me to be all I need to be right now, continue to give me the capacity to endure and to fight the good fight of faith even in my time of feeling weak and helpless. 'You' are a present help. You are my peace and my strength. Everything we stand in need of you will provide.
Thank you for Mireya's sweet and gentle spirit. We thank you that EVERYTHING is working together for our good. We thank you that she will remain unscathed as a result of her chemo and all of the other medications she will be receiving. We pray that her spirits will remain high and as those cells are destroyed she will have super natural strength in her body. 'Nothing' is to difficult for you Lord. We lay all our wavering emotions aside and say 'thank you', because we are standing on your word and your word is true, and cannot return to you nullified.
We have enjoyed these last 11 days at home. I don't want to go back to the hospital, I really don't. We know we have been placed in some of the best hands in the nation and you have equipped each of these individuals to perform their specific task to perfection. We lift our daughter up to you Lord and pray that life continue to flow through her body and that her health will be restored 100% without issue. Even in my emotion and through my tears, all is well with my soul, because I know who I serve, who remains in control and despite it all, everything is going to be better than alright.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
The Time is Drawing Near
It's been a challenging few days. We got a call from the Transplant Unit a few hours before our appointment to notify us that we are scheduled to be admitted to the hospital on Friday to begin the preliminary workup for the BMT. It felt really odd to 'hear' the scheduled time and dates. I will admit I've been dwelling in a 'space' for the last two days and have felt very displaced with my emotions. It's like you know you've been talking about it for several weeks, but now you are scheduled in less than 48 hours to begin the process.
During our appointment, we found out Mireya's bone marrow isn't functioning at the same capacity it was initially because her levels are not being sustained for even the minimum length of time and expectancy. We received a transfusion less than 5 days ago and her platelets had already bottomed out, so we had to get another one. We're also edging closer to the threshold of transfusions our team is comfortable with prior to going into a transplant, so we had to go back to the clinic today to recheck levels and everything came back good.
Mireya will receive chemotherapy for 6 days. The bone marrow harvest from Jalen and transplant will take place next Wednesday. We've been struggling with what to do about her hair. We've received varying degrees of what to expect from 'it will fall out, trickle out, thin in areas or come out in patches'. Hmm I don't like any of those anticipated results. We do understand the hair loss is a physical response to a chemical process and it affects everyone differently. Our hopes were to diminish the level of trauma surrounding 'all things hair' if we could. We talked about just buzzing it off, and donating it to Locks of Love. Most of the people I spoke to ended up cutting their hair at some point during the process anyway, so why not start there? Surprisingly, Mireya was on board with the idea, the mission and the plan. I told her it would be as short as her brothers to which she smiled. I also told her I would do it with her which she also thought was great! She was most excited about being able to give it to a child who needed it, because she knows it will grow back. Some plans are meant to be broken, the closer we got to the actual appointment time, the less certainty I had about doing it. After some divinely appointed conversations and phone calls we decided to wait and see how her body responds to the chemo. If we feel the need to cut it at least we know Mireya understands (as best she can) what could happen and is seemingly ok with the plan.
Emotions are emotions and faith is faith. The way we feel does not alter what we believe. God is still in control. Please keep us in your prayers. Specifically that Mireya will have minimal to no effects from the chemo or other medications she'll be taking. We have a great support/admin team of family and friends working with us. If you've indicated you wanted to help you should be a part of the group we've created and you will receive communications from them as they work on coordinating tasks to help us out during this time. We were originally told this initial process could take 8-12 weeks. Realistically that could be as little as 5 -8 weeks. So we're also praying for a swift recovery. Thank you so much for your continued love, support and prayers.
During our appointment, we found out Mireya's bone marrow isn't functioning at the same capacity it was initially because her levels are not being sustained for even the minimum length of time and expectancy. We received a transfusion less than 5 days ago and her platelets had already bottomed out, so we had to get another one. We're also edging closer to the threshold of transfusions our team is comfortable with prior to going into a transplant, so we had to go back to the clinic today to recheck levels and everything came back good.
Mireya will receive chemotherapy for 6 days. The bone marrow harvest from Jalen and transplant will take place next Wednesday. We've been struggling with what to do about her hair. We've received varying degrees of what to expect from 'it will fall out, trickle out, thin in areas or come out in patches'. Hmm I don't like any of those anticipated results. We do understand the hair loss is a physical response to a chemical process and it affects everyone differently. Our hopes were to diminish the level of trauma surrounding 'all things hair' if we could. We talked about just buzzing it off, and donating it to Locks of Love. Most of the people I spoke to ended up cutting their hair at some point during the process anyway, so why not start there? Surprisingly, Mireya was on board with the idea, the mission and the plan. I told her it would be as short as her brothers to which she smiled. I also told her I would do it with her which she also thought was great! She was most excited about being able to give it to a child who needed it, because she knows it will grow back. Some plans are meant to be broken, the closer we got to the actual appointment time, the less certainty I had about doing it. After some divinely appointed conversations and phone calls we decided to wait and see how her body responds to the chemo. If we feel the need to cut it at least we know Mireya understands (as best she can) what could happen and is seemingly ok with the plan.
Emotions are emotions and faith is faith. The way we feel does not alter what we believe. God is still in control. Please keep us in your prayers. Specifically that Mireya will have minimal to no effects from the chemo or other medications she'll be taking. We have a great support/admin team of family and friends working with us. If you've indicated you wanted to help you should be a part of the group we've created and you will receive communications from them as they work on coordinating tasks to help us out during this time. We were originally told this initial process could take 8-12 weeks. Realistically that could be as little as 5 -8 weeks. So we're also praying for a swift recovery. Thank you so much for your continued love, support and prayers.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Happy Days Are Here Again
It's hard to describe how wonderful it has been to be at home with everyone playing and laughing, even fussing and crying. I've caught myself many times over the last week relishing moments where I'm walking around my house doing nothing more than existing peacefully. The children have so easily fallen into a groove of comfort and stability. Mommy and Daddy are both here and so is Mireya. Mireya's spirits have soared through the roof this week. This weekend we saw that fun loving, easy breezy girl who finally let the guard and edginess go. It was a beautiful thing to see. We're fever free, pain free and just free to be.
Those other two, not so fortunate. Jalen has been battling some sort of cough which is likely allergy based, but so often it can turn on a dime into something else. It's lingered long enough and even though he's not been dragged down by whatever it is, we'll need to have it checked out. Makinley woke up from her nap with a fever and complaining about her stomach. So we'll have a 'two for 1' appointment today. It could be allergies, could be viral, but either way it's not good when you've got a struggling immune system in the house.
We also have Hemoc appointments today for both Jalen and Mireya to get bloodwork and counts done. Final determinations on the transplant should be made today also. Of course, Jalen has to be well and we'll have to have a concrete answer on this virus that showed up in his testing. The results would be available in two days, which would push us to the end of the week for any plans.
I spent time last week trying to figure out what types of things we could do to make this past week really special for Mireya at home while still keeping her protected from exposure to any viral or bacterial infection. I took a step back from feeling like we had to 'do' anything and the beauty of this week has been simplicity and the joy of being surrounded by the ones you love. Watching the children so happy to be together and do all the things they did before Aplastic Anemia came into our lives is golden. My son was sitting on the deck in the glider and he looked up and very sincerely told me how 'it felt good to be outside together and watching his sisters play and have fun'. He hit the nail on the head and I knew exactly what he meant. He is so observant and able to use his words to express his own joy. Mireya's joy showed up with a sparkle in her eye and a comfort that just allowed her to be present in the moment without worry or concern. Makinley's joy showed up in the best random hugs, kisses and affirmations of how she 'loved me so much'. Her sense of stability has returned.
I do not want this sense of normalcy to end. These moments are priceless and much more special than they ever were before. We know everything is subject to change again soon, but we'll just take each day and thank God for granting us more time. Time to enjoy days like this, time for Mireya's body to flip the script, time for us to be rejuvenated, re-energized and we thank him for revealing to us that in the end it doesn't matter how much stuff you 'stuff' into your life for pleasure because when you strip that all away, the best thing you have is love and one another.
Friday, June 24, 2011
In the Queue
Mireya's transplant was originally scheduled for yesterday, but has been postponed until next week. She was in the clinic yesterday and had to get both blood and platelet transfusions. It was a very long day. She'll have another checkup on Monday to make the final determination on plans for the transplant. Jalen will have additional blood work done on Monday because one of the test came back unequivocal for a particular virus. Before we can proceed, the doctors need to use another testing method to determine specifically if he has this virus or not.
I've been out of town with Paris for her college orientation. I was pretty torn about going with so much happening at home, but I'm glad I was able to be there to support her. I love LC. It's a beautiful, quaint school and the people from the top to the bottom and in between are so warm, friendly and inviting. The Administration shared that the LC Class of 2015 is the largest incoming class in 108 years. It's also the most academically and athletically adept class, with the greatest geographical reach and the most ethnic diversity. In addition the school will receive it's highest rate of International Students ever this year. Amazing! I'm so proud and very excited for Paris.
Jalen and Makinley have been on a pause as far as the spectrum of their activities, by virtue of what things Mireya can do. I told them both they could play in sprinkler this afternoon. Mireya has limitations as far as water and her Hickman line, but she refused to be excluded from the mix. How do you tell a little girl that has been cooped up for days she 'can't' join her brother and sister in doing regular enjoyable activities. Mama worked it out. I placed a cloth over her line, wrapped her in saran wrap and threw on the one piece. We also had a chance to get out in the world for a bit this week. Mireya tried to give me the business about wearing a mask, but once we threw a few Princess stickers on it, she was fine. So one of the 'helpful' task will be converting those kiddie masks into ones fit for a Princess.
It's seems like forever since we've been to the grocery store like for real, for real. I was beginning to feel like Old Mother Hubbard with bare cupboards. I feel much better with a full fridge and pantry, especially with the prospect of being out of pocket for several weeks. Another 'helpful' task we'll have to be on top of. We're still pressing and praising God. Thank you for the tremendous response to assist us in whatever way necessary. I feel like every good thing I've ever done in my entire life is being returned to me. It's so hard to describe how it feels to see love in motion. There are no words for the feeling. We're so grateful and have been overwhelmed with Goodness, Grace, Mercy and Favor. I just can't say 'thank you' enough...Thank you!!
I've been out of town with Paris for her college orientation. I was pretty torn about going with so much happening at home, but I'm glad I was able to be there to support her. I love LC. It's a beautiful, quaint school and the people from the top to the bottom and in between are so warm, friendly and inviting. The Administration shared that the LC Class of 2015 is the largest incoming class in 108 years. It's also the most academically and athletically adept class, with the greatest geographical reach and the most ethnic diversity. In addition the school will receive it's highest rate of International Students ever this year. Amazing! I'm so proud and very excited for Paris.
Jalen and Makinley have been on a pause as far as the spectrum of their activities, by virtue of what things Mireya can do. I told them both they could play in sprinkler this afternoon. Mireya has limitations as far as water and her Hickman line, but she refused to be excluded from the mix. How do you tell a little girl that has been cooped up for days she 'can't' join her brother and sister in doing regular enjoyable activities. Mama worked it out. I placed a cloth over her line, wrapped her in saran wrap and threw on the one piece. We also had a chance to get out in the world for a bit this week. Mireya tried to give me the business about wearing a mask, but once we threw a few Princess stickers on it, she was fine. So one of the 'helpful' task will be converting those kiddie masks into ones fit for a Princess.
It's seems like forever since we've been to the grocery store like for real, for real. I was beginning to feel like Old Mother Hubbard with bare cupboards. I feel much better with a full fridge and pantry, especially with the prospect of being out of pocket for several weeks. Another 'helpful' task we'll have to be on top of. We're still pressing and praising God. Thank you for the tremendous response to assist us in whatever way necessary. I feel like every good thing I've ever done in my entire life is being returned to me. It's so hard to describe how it feels to see love in motion. There are no words for the feeling. We're so grateful and have been overwhelmed with Goodness, Grace, Mercy and Favor. I just can't say 'thank you' enough...Thank you!!
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Throw Me A Lifeline
SOS...I think I'm drowning and I don't know it. Most women are key at multi-tasking, managing and maneuvering it all. I did it in the corporate world and I'm the head chick in charge in my home, but this diagnosis has changed and shifted my power. There is no kryptonite to suddenly increase my capacity for more. My strength and ability to keep pressing comes from my faith in God and his word and knowing that he is with me through it all. I don't know how I would be able to cope or deal otherwise.
The proposed date for the transplant has been pushed back to early next week probably the 27th. Protocol calls for at least 7-10 days post op before she can have a transplant. Somehow I thought I was gaining a week, but quickly realized the 27th is next Monday. There is so much to do and even more to coordinate. There are conditions to follow and schedules to adhere to. I did have a moment of overwhelm and panic, but I know everything is going to be alright. Having said that I'm going to create a quick Facebook group or an email listing and those of you that have said what do you need?, I'll be sending out a list of things 'en la manana'. I'm working on a first come, first reserve basis. If you're free and open to the task at hand, you've got it. I don't really know how else to do it and quite honestly I can't truly gauge it all, but I have to start somewhere. #1 on the Master List is figuring out a way to replace the carpet. It's a health concern for Mireya and will need to be replaced. Where's my fairy Godmother with my 3 wishes? Tell her I've got some wand swinging for her to do.
I spent several hours at the hospital today with Jalen having his Pediatric medical clearance done, meeting with BMT Coordinator and finally completing paperwork and consents. Jalen and I scored big at the lunch carts surrounding the hospital. We walked around eagerly from cart to cart. There's just about every cuisine you could hope for, remember we've spent 24 of the last 35 days in the hospital virtually surviving on Subway, cafeteria food or Chik Fil A. There was Thai, Chinese, Indian, Noodles, Burritos, Caribbean and tons more. We were so excited. Jalen went for lo mein and veggies and I did a veggie wrap. Jalen hopped in the car and said 'this is so good and better than McDonalds or Chik Fil A. Hmmm that boy loves some lo mein.
Mireya is dragging a bit today. We're certain it's because her red count was borderline when we left and perhaps is down a little more today. We'll be back in clinic on Thursday. She'll likely need a boost by then. It's day two of us caring for her line at home and it hasn't been as bad as I thought it would be. The dressing needs to be changed on Friday. I 'really' don't want to do that part, so I may see if I can talk the Hemoc nurses into doing it when we're there on Thursday. It would be helpful to see it done a few more times, so I'll see how many times I can actually just 'see' it done before I actually have to do it.
It's Day 2 of the Fast and we're continuing to pray and believe God. I'm reminded of Matthew 15:28 of the woman whose daughter was suffering terribly and she cried out to God for help. She was persistent in her pursuit of his help, even reminding him of how the most unworthy or the unintended benefit from being positioned in the right place (a crumb snatcher). She refused to be turned away. "Dear woman," Jesus said to her, "your faith is great. Your request is granted." And her daughter was instantly healed. We are continuing to cry out to God. We're persistent, we won't lose hope and we believe Mireya's health will be restored 100%.
The proposed date for the transplant has been pushed back to early next week probably the 27th. Protocol calls for at least 7-10 days post op before she can have a transplant. Somehow I thought I was gaining a week, but quickly realized the 27th is next Monday. There is so much to do and even more to coordinate. There are conditions to follow and schedules to adhere to. I did have a moment of overwhelm and panic, but I know everything is going to be alright. Having said that I'm going to create a quick Facebook group or an email listing and those of you that have said what do you need?, I'll be sending out a list of things 'en la manana'. I'm working on a first come, first reserve basis. If you're free and open to the task at hand, you've got it. I don't really know how else to do it and quite honestly I can't truly gauge it all, but I have to start somewhere. #1 on the Master List is figuring out a way to replace the carpet. It's a health concern for Mireya and will need to be replaced. Where's my fairy Godmother with my 3 wishes? Tell her I've got some wand swinging for her to do.
I spent several hours at the hospital today with Jalen having his Pediatric medical clearance done, meeting with BMT Coordinator and finally completing paperwork and consents. Jalen and I scored big at the lunch carts surrounding the hospital. We walked around eagerly from cart to cart. There's just about every cuisine you could hope for, remember we've spent 24 of the last 35 days in the hospital virtually surviving on Subway, cafeteria food or Chik Fil A. There was Thai, Chinese, Indian, Noodles, Burritos, Caribbean and tons more. We were so excited. Jalen went for lo mein and veggies and I did a veggie wrap. Jalen hopped in the car and said 'this is so good and better than McDonalds or Chik Fil A. Hmmm that boy loves some lo mein.
Mireya is dragging a bit today. We're certain it's because her red count was borderline when we left and perhaps is down a little more today. We'll be back in clinic on Thursday. She'll likely need a boost by then. It's day two of us caring for her line at home and it hasn't been as bad as I thought it would be. The dressing needs to be changed on Friday. I 'really' don't want to do that part, so I may see if I can talk the Hemoc nurses into doing it when we're there on Thursday. It would be helpful to see it done a few more times, so I'll see how many times I can actually just 'see' it done before I actually have to do it.
It's Day 2 of the Fast and we're continuing to pray and believe God. I'm reminded of Matthew 15:28 of the woman whose daughter was suffering terribly and she cried out to God for help. She was persistent in her pursuit of his help, even reminding him of how the most unworthy or the unintended benefit from being positioned in the right place (a crumb snatcher). She refused to be turned away. "Dear woman," Jesus said to her, "your faith is great. Your request is granted." And her daughter was instantly healed. We are continuing to cry out to God. We're persistent, we won't lose hope and we believe Mireya's health will be restored 100%.
Monday, June 20, 2011
There's No Place Like Home
Dorothy had to endure quite a journey before clicking those heels and returning home. It's been a long 18 days and word on the street is we get to go home today. No need to click the heels, just sign the slip and get me out of here. Mireya is ready and super excited. Her platelet count is hanging tough, her white count has increased, but is still very low, the red count is borderline, but she should be fine.
This is Day 1 of a 4 day Daniel Fast (Whole grains, fruits, vegetables, water and 100% fruit juices, no meats, no sweets) where our church, family and friends will be turning down the full plate to pray and unite as one in prayer for Mireya. We will stand strong together trusting God to move in this situation and praying that his will be done. It's possible we'll return to the yellow brick road later this week, but not because God can't do it or has denied our requests, but because there is more physical work to be attended to. The Lord gave us a way out in Jalen, and should we find ourselves back here for the transplant, our 'specific' prayers may change, but we have a confidence in Christ that everything we've been praying and believing for in the end will come to pass. Mireya will be made whole and her health will be completely restored.
I'm looking forward to being at home with my entire family and sleeping in my bed with my husband. We'll continue our mission of keeping Reya well and guarded against illness or infection as best we can. In these last few months, I've learned to take very little for granted. I've gained a greater appreciation for EVERYTHING, being especially mindful not to overlook even the smallest of things. Thank you so much for your continued love, support, prayers and acts of kindness. It has been such a blessing to us.
This is Day 1 of a 4 day Daniel Fast (Whole grains, fruits, vegetables, water and 100% fruit juices, no meats, no sweets) where our church, family and friends will be turning down the full plate to pray and unite as one in prayer for Mireya. We will stand strong together trusting God to move in this situation and praying that his will be done. It's possible we'll return to the yellow brick road later this week, but not because God can't do it or has denied our requests, but because there is more physical work to be attended to. The Lord gave us a way out in Jalen, and should we find ourselves back here for the transplant, our 'specific' prayers may change, but we have a confidence in Christ that everything we've been praying and believing for in the end will come to pass. Mireya will be made whole and her health will be completely restored.
I'm looking forward to being at home with my entire family and sleeping in my bed with my husband. We'll continue our mission of keeping Reya well and guarded against illness or infection as best we can. In these last few months, I've learned to take very little for granted. I've gained a greater appreciation for EVERYTHING, being especially mindful not to overlook even the smallest of things. Thank you so much for your continued love, support, prayers and acts of kindness. It has been such a blessing to us.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Power in Prayer
It has been difficult to get to church over these last several weeks. We've tried to get to bible study as our schedule has allowed, but since Mireya has been hospitalized that has also become a challenge. I was so excited to get to Corporate Prayer this morning. Our Saturday morning commitment ended last week, so I could go without issue. I love my church and church family and have missed being in fellowship with everyone. Today's hour of prayer was a dedicated time to pray specifically for Mireya and our family.
I was so full when I arrived it was hard for me to say much. I slid in my normal place and just prepared my heart to praise God and leave all my cares and concerns there. Before long, I moved closer to the front to a more accessible seat. I was so moved and touched by everyone that got up to pray for us. It was incredible. A group of people coming together on one accord with like minds and hearts petitioning the Lord to move and show up in our lives and in Mireya's body. It was powerful. The fullness I felt was translated over and again in hugs causing me to just burst from the inside out. To be surrounded by the love, care and warmth of so many was truly a blessing to me.
Many of those in attendance have been following the blog, but I knew some were not aware of what exactly was going on so I did take a few minutes to share and thank everyone for being a blessing to us during this time. Mireya has been in a lot of pain over the last few days. They have used a morphine drip to manage her pain. The Drs. haven't expressed great concern about her lack of appetite, but they are clear that she needed to be up and moving around. The goal has been to work on getting her up and walking. Mireya has declined this request multiple times over the last day, BUT GOD....I received a message during the time we were in prayer that 'Reya was very upbeat and moving around'. God moves in the midst of our prayers and our praise. Quentin and I are faithful enough to believe that God can turn this around in 5 days. Nothing is impossible for God! I've said it before, just as Mireya's body started to fail one day, it can just start to work and function as it was created and designed.
Today blessed me. Thank you to everyone that was able to make it out and for those that showed up in spirit. Thank you for your words of healing, love and encouragement. Thank you for the seeds that were sown. Thank you to my dear friends Pastor Mike and Raquel (Rocky) Maye who during Corporate Prayer at their church this morning also lifted up Mireya and the Bolton family. Thank you to my BeautiControl family for being there to pray and support me. I was overwhelmed with joy. So often we get caught up in the race of life that we fail to pray or thank God for all he has done. If you do nothing more, be sure to thank him for the common blessing you receive daily which is breath in your lungs, mobility in your limbs and that you are in your right mind. And don't forget to also ask him to watch over and protect you and your family and friends.
When the children and I arrived at the hospital, Mireya was so delighted. The nurse said he had not seen her smile like that all day. She grinned from ear to ear, hugging and kissing her brother and sister several times during the visit. Mireya has been without fever for a few days and can possibly come home tomorrow. Hallelujah! Last month she came home from the hospital on Mother's Day which was a awesome gift for me. It would be so wonderful if she could be home on Father's Day too. I know Daddy would love that. We're still standing on the promises of God. This could all turn around in an instant.
Our church family (Faith and Family Church aka FFC) will be continuing to pray, but we will also begin a Daniel Fast on Monday for 4 days. One day for each year of Mireya's life. The bible tells us in Mark 9:29 that 'this kind can only come out my prayer AND fasting'. We are 'all in' and continuing to trust the Lord because either way, in the end we win. If you feel led, please join us in the fast. I'm praying that during this time God will bless each of us with what we need.
I was so full when I arrived it was hard for me to say much. I slid in my normal place and just prepared my heart to praise God and leave all my cares and concerns there. Before long, I moved closer to the front to a more accessible seat. I was so moved and touched by everyone that got up to pray for us. It was incredible. A group of people coming together on one accord with like minds and hearts petitioning the Lord to move and show up in our lives and in Mireya's body. It was powerful. The fullness I felt was translated over and again in hugs causing me to just burst from the inside out. To be surrounded by the love, care and warmth of so many was truly a blessing to me.
Many of those in attendance have been following the blog, but I knew some were not aware of what exactly was going on so I did take a few minutes to share and thank everyone for being a blessing to us during this time. Mireya has been in a lot of pain over the last few days. They have used a morphine drip to manage her pain. The Drs. haven't expressed great concern about her lack of appetite, but they are clear that she needed to be up and moving around. The goal has been to work on getting her up and walking. Mireya has declined this request multiple times over the last day, BUT GOD....I received a message during the time we were in prayer that 'Reya was very upbeat and moving around'. God moves in the midst of our prayers and our praise. Quentin and I are faithful enough to believe that God can turn this around in 5 days. Nothing is impossible for God! I've said it before, just as Mireya's body started to fail one day, it can just start to work and function as it was created and designed.
Today blessed me. Thank you to everyone that was able to make it out and for those that showed up in spirit. Thank you for your words of healing, love and encouragement. Thank you for the seeds that were sown. Thank you to my dear friends Pastor Mike and Raquel (Rocky) Maye who during Corporate Prayer at their church this morning also lifted up Mireya and the Bolton family. Thank you to my BeautiControl family for being there to pray and support me. I was overwhelmed with joy. So often we get caught up in the race of life that we fail to pray or thank God for all he has done. If you do nothing more, be sure to thank him for the common blessing you receive daily which is breath in your lungs, mobility in your limbs and that you are in your right mind. And don't forget to also ask him to watch over and protect you and your family and friends.
When the children and I arrived at the hospital, Mireya was so delighted. The nurse said he had not seen her smile like that all day. She grinned from ear to ear, hugging and kissing her brother and sister several times during the visit. Mireya has been without fever for a few days and can possibly come home tomorrow. Hallelujah! Last month she came home from the hospital on Mother's Day which was a awesome gift for me. It would be so wonderful if she could be home on Father's Day too. I know Daddy would love that. We're still standing on the promises of God. This could all turn around in an instant.
Our church family (Faith and Family Church aka FFC) will be continuing to pray, but we will also begin a Daniel Fast on Monday for 4 days. One day for each year of Mireya's life. The bible tells us in Mark 9:29 that 'this kind can only come out my prayer AND fasting'. We are 'all in' and continuing to trust the Lord because either way, in the end we win. If you feel led, please join us in the fast. I'm praying that during this time God will bless each of us with what we need.
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